| How Stella Got Her Groove Back. |
[Oct. 5th, 2009|08:29 pm] |
| [ | Feeling somehow |
| |  calm | ] |
I am still feeling empty as always. I wonder why. But life goes on before any discernible answer comes to surface, so I have learned to cope as much, and as fast as possible.
I need a new world (also, I need new clothes). I need a pet cat. I need a reason. I can't keep feeling bored as hell.
Hell, I can't keep feeling bored as hell while laughing and smiling - my own charade is confusing me. Yes, that's right, confusion of the likes even in adulthood. Very plausible.
Stuck between a plane in the past, a figment of the future and crammed into the days of the present, I can't help but desire everything.
Hey now, don't blame me.
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